lizziecerys
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I have been 100% today, I'm proud of myself and want to keep it up...I just feel bigger than ever, even though I've lost 4lbs and before I began slimming world I lose 6lbs so I'm actually 10lbs down to what I was in July but somehow I feel bigger now?!
I want to believe in that light at the end of the tunnel. My C got us to write down our christmas wish at meeting yesterday and most of us including me wrote down that we wanted to lose a stone in 10 weeks. I want to do it so badly but just keep getting negative pangs thinking will I get there? I will stick to the food plan that isn't the problem as such, I think it's the negativity that is getting me down. I think it's so fab when others have lost stones and they look fab but somehow can't come to terms with the idea that I can do the same, almost self sabotage if that makes sense? I often feel that I have grown comfortable with being uncomfortable which sounds ridiculous but the notion that I could actually lose weight and be happier, slimmer and more confident is alien to me. Is it just me that feels this way? I think I need to just reassure myself that I am capable of doing this x
I want to believe in that light at the end of the tunnel. My C got us to write down our christmas wish at meeting yesterday and most of us including me wrote down that we wanted to lose a stone in 10 weeks. I want to do it so badly but just keep getting negative pangs thinking will I get there? I will stick to the food plan that isn't the problem as such, I think it's the negativity that is getting me down. I think it's so fab when others have lost stones and they look fab but somehow can't come to terms with the idea that I can do the same, almost self sabotage if that makes sense? I often feel that I have grown comfortable with being uncomfortable which sounds ridiculous but the notion that I could actually lose weight and be happier, slimmer and more confident is alien to me. Is it just me that feels this way? I think I need to just reassure myself that I am capable of doing this x