hi night,
so sorry ur finding it hard this time round hun
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i may be just clutching at straws here BUT i was thinking.....
u have always said u found it easy first time round.
so many people struggle on restarts, much more so than their first attempts.
i think ( and this is just my humble opinion) when we prepare to start cd for the FIRST time, we tend to prepare more and really psyche ourselves up cause we KNOW its gonna be hard..... and so we are pleasantly surprised that the actual plan isnt so hard really (compared to what we imagined).
then with restarting... we have already done it once and so we know what to expect and so dont prepare mentally the way we did previously. we have a judgement of how it is going to be and therefore we are liable for a harder time than last time.
im finding that i am more hungry than last time and having to be much much firmer with myself.
i caught myself thinking ' i could eat some chicken and salad leaves' earlier and was very tempted.
on day 3 of my first cd journey i never would have even thought about it, it really was an all or nothing stage for me back then.
dont know if this makes much sense really but it does in my head (that doesnt mean much as sometimes the teletubbies make sense in there, lol)
I really hope this gets easier for u.
sausages and cheese cant beat nightnight!!