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I have no will power! I took my scales round to my mums a few weeks ago so I wouldn't keep weighing myself about 6 times a day (at least, not kidding). I had tried really hard that week and only lost half a pound and was gutted. Since then I have been trying half heartedly, I doubt I've even had one good day. I didn't go to class last week because I know I've put on but I don't know how much and that is making it worse. I'm dreading going back to class.
I just feel awful, I'm huge and withdrawing from hubby because I feel how on earth could he fancy me. I'm only 5ft so it looks a lot worse too. This is getting to him because he always tells me I look great but i don't believe him. Whenever we dtd I feel I can't let go because my arse is wobbling etc, I don't like him touching my belly, basically I'm so depressed about this and I know I need to do it, but can't.
I'm 30 at the end of september and i still have 3.5 stone to lose at least. I wanted to look fab but I can't see me doing it. My mum loves the fact that I'm bigger than her for the first time ever and keeps telling me that she is 10 stone and feels big, so that makes me feel bloody enormous!
Someone give me a kick up the bum please.
I have no will power! I took my scales round to my mums a few weeks ago so I wouldn't keep weighing myself about 6 times a day (at least, not kidding). I had tried really hard that week and only lost half a pound and was gutted. Since then I have been trying half heartedly, I doubt I've even had one good day. I didn't go to class last week because I know I've put on but I don't know how much and that is making it worse. I'm dreading going back to class.
I just feel awful, I'm huge and withdrawing from hubby because I feel how on earth could he fancy me. I'm only 5ft so it looks a lot worse too. This is getting to him because he always tells me I look great but i don't believe him. Whenever we dtd I feel I can't let go because my arse is wobbling etc, I don't like him touching my belly, basically I'm so depressed about this and I know I need to do it, but can't.
I'm 30 at the end of september and i still have 3.5 stone to lose at least. I wanted to look fab but I can't see me doing it. My mum loves the fact that I'm bigger than her for the first time ever and keeps telling me that she is 10 stone and feels big, so that makes me feel bloody enormous!
Someone give me a kick up the bum please.