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Oh wow, I have just got really emotional when I was about to type this???
Well I have tried lipotrim about 2 years ago, My starting weight was 13.5 stone and I lost 2 stone in 6 weeks!! I did put the weight straight back on because I didn’t do the maintenance part! So it was my fault!
I’m going to attempt it again tomorrow! As I think I weigh about 14.5 stone now. (Maybe more! Tomorrow will tell!)
People seem really supportive and positive on these forums so im glad i have registered today!!
Well a bit about me was that I was a very confident teenager! I had a bubbly personality and I loved going out with my friends!! I was a dancer until I was 19 and had a very curvy dancer’s body and a gorgeous musician boyfriend. As I got older (I am now 28) the weight crept and crept up! I stopped dancing, split up with my boyfriend and began eating and drinking more!! I went from a size 10-12 to an 18-20. The more weight I put on the more I would drink as I felt I was not confident without it! Sometimes when drunk in a club I felt like that 18 year old up on the podium in hot pants again!! When in reality I was a size 18 with pants on that where hot……. And sweaty!! Haha
I am doing this for myself but that’s not all! My confidence is at rock bottom at the moment! I hate people talking to me! If a man speaks to me in a bar, my self-esteem is so low I check to see if his mates have sent him over as a joke! I don’t think I can get anyone to accept me until I find a way to accept myself! I am ambushed with the thoughts of “why talk to me when that skinny girl is over there” or “would he feel ashamed walking through the street with me holding my chubby hand!” men often say I have an amazing personality or I get people saying “you have a pretty face” and even a compliments like that I have to turn negative saying “well it’s not like you can complement me on my range of chins is it!! and laugh it off!
However it’s not just about men, I see people’s faces now when I haven’t seen them for a while! They always give you that quick up and down look just as their smile fades! I’m not saying loosing this weight will make all my problems go away! But it will give me my confidence back! And I believe a confident woman can combat any problem!! x
Oh wow, I have just got really emotional when I was about to type this???
Well I have tried lipotrim about 2 years ago, My starting weight was 13.5 stone and I lost 2 stone in 6 weeks!! I did put the weight straight back on because I didn’t do the maintenance part! So it was my fault!
I’m going to attempt it again tomorrow! As I think I weigh about 14.5 stone now. (Maybe more! Tomorrow will tell!)
People seem really supportive and positive on these forums so im glad i have registered today!!
Well a bit about me was that I was a very confident teenager! I had a bubbly personality and I loved going out with my friends!! I was a dancer until I was 19 and had a very curvy dancer’s body and a gorgeous musician boyfriend. As I got older (I am now 28) the weight crept and crept up! I stopped dancing, split up with my boyfriend and began eating and drinking more!! I went from a size 10-12 to an 18-20. The more weight I put on the more I would drink as I felt I was not confident without it! Sometimes when drunk in a club I felt like that 18 year old up on the podium in hot pants again!! When in reality I was a size 18 with pants on that where hot……. And sweaty!! Haha
I am doing this for myself but that’s not all! My confidence is at rock bottom at the moment! I hate people talking to me! If a man speaks to me in a bar, my self-esteem is so low I check to see if his mates have sent him over as a joke! I don’t think I can get anyone to accept me until I find a way to accept myself! I am ambushed with the thoughts of “why talk to me when that skinny girl is over there” or “would he feel ashamed walking through the street with me holding my chubby hand!” men often say I have an amazing personality or I get people saying “you have a pretty face” and even a compliments like that I have to turn negative saying “well it’s not like you can complement me on my range of chins is it!! and laugh it off!
However it’s not just about men, I see people’s faces now when I haven’t seen them for a while! They always give you that quick up and down look just as their smile fades! I’m not saying loosing this weight will make all my problems go away! But it will give me my confidence back! And I believe a confident woman can combat any problem!! x