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I will conquer!!!
I blew it yesterday :cry: I couldn't take the hunger any longer & caved in. I soooooo wanted to do this but I never anticipated how hard it'd be. I don't surpose it helps that I'm with food or thinking about meals constantley (I'm a mum of 4) so it's always breakfasts, packed lunches, thinking what to do for tea, shopping for food :sigh: I'm feeling really down this morning & I don't know if I've got it in me to try again I think what pushed me over yesterday was a trip to the doc's to get my health check results of blood tests, cholestoral etc. Even at the weight I am ( morbidly obese 2 I think ) I've only got a 2% chance of having a heart attack in the next 10 years. My cholestoral has come down to 4.5 from 5.5 even though I'm 2 stones heavier & my good numbers are excellant apparentley! I know, I know I should build on that because it can & more than likely will get worse if I carry on getting fatter
Like I've said I'm unsure wether to try again though I've only had a Black coffee as I'm not in the slightest bit hungry after what I ate yesterday Hope everyone is is doing ok? Love to you all :lilkiss:
Jackie xx
Like I've said I'm unsure wether to try again though I've only had a Black coffee as I'm not in the slightest bit hungry after what I ate yesterday Hope everyone is is doing ok? Love to you all :lilkiss:
Jackie xx