Lardylizi
Full Member
Hiya,
finally got to day 4, yesterday was a great struggle and ended up going to bed at 6pm to stop myself thinking of 'when was I ever going to eat again?!?!' ended up missing my 3rd shake cause I was weeing so in and out of bed then ended up sleeping right throu to this morning, am also struggling with the water because I destest it at the best of times, Id be sooo much better if i could at least have sugar free squash... but i know i cant so thats its just have to force it down.
Ive not blipped once so I am at least proud of myself for that and can only hope that my 'mind' stays with me to keep me going, finding it more easy to pot about and get things done today when yesterday i just couldnt be bothered full stop, hubbie has stopped cooking when im in the house cause he feels guilty and ive told him he must carry on as normal otherwise it makes it harder, i need to smell normal smells if Im gonna get through this!
finally got to day 4, yesterday was a great struggle and ended up going to bed at 6pm to stop myself thinking of 'when was I ever going to eat again?!?!' ended up missing my 3rd shake cause I was weeing so in and out of bed then ended up sleeping right throu to this morning, am also struggling with the water because I destest it at the best of times, Id be sooo much better if i could at least have sugar free squash... but i know i cant so thats its just have to force it down.
Ive not blipped once so I am at least proud of myself for that and can only hope that my 'mind' stays with me to keep me going, finding it more easy to pot about and get things done today when yesterday i just couldnt be bothered full stop, hubbie has stopped cooking when im in the house cause he feels guilty and ive told him he must carry on as normal otherwise it makes it harder, i need to smell normal smells if Im gonna get through this!