salsaqueen
Full Member
Well, here it is! ...time to take stock of my life, stare it in the face and marvel at my own inadaquecies.
Did I really think I could lose 5 stone just by hoping it would go?
Did I really think it would take no effort on my part, except for dreaming?
I'm afraid I did. Trouble is......I don't feel fat.
To me, in my head I'm still a size 10...The mirror on the other hand disagrees and laughs with derisive scorn in the face of my delusions.
So....today, D day, diet day, dilema day.
Do I start another diet and fail?.... lose another 18 pounds just to gain it again later...Or do I take it by the scruff of the neck and decide this is the time I will do it... that I can do it...and by god I shall do it...the delsuional mind and mocking mirror will, can and shall marry up and become one complete and happy size 10......
well......14 will do
Did I really think I could lose 5 stone just by hoping it would go?
Did I really think it would take no effort on my part, except for dreaming?
I'm afraid I did. Trouble is......I don't feel fat.
To me, in my head I'm still a size 10...The mirror on the other hand disagrees and laughs with derisive scorn in the face of my delusions.
So....today, D day, diet day, dilema day.
Do I start another diet and fail?.... lose another 18 pounds just to gain it again later...Or do I take it by the scruff of the neck and decide this is the time I will do it... that I can do it...and by god I shall do it...the delsuional mind and mocking mirror will, can and shall marry up and become one complete and happy size 10......
well......14 will do