Determined Girl
Here's hoping
Hey gang,
Well as you some of you may know I quit smoking at the same time as joining LT. I've not slipped with the food but must admit that in the fortnight since quitting I've had 3 cigarettes (and not enjoyed them incidentally )
I worked out that I spent roughly £30 a week on fags...at LEAST as much again on booze and probably as much on junk food. I've realised that LT (as well as being great for my health) is going to be a good financial incentive.
Soooo I've decided to treat myself. Not in the 'family size bar of dairy milk after a curry' kind of way but a meaningful one.
I'm putting aside the money I'd spend on fags (£120 per month!!) and am going to go to New York when I get to February half term (by which time I should be at goal)
It's amazed me to think how much money has, quite literally, gone up in smoke!
Over the next few months I'm going to keep myself going by thinking about this once-in-a-lifetime holiday I'm going to have and the killer wardrobe I'm going to buy when I'm there. Oh HELLLLLOOOOOO Bloomingdales!!
I don't know why I've posted this...only that in deciding this I feel super happy and incredibly motivated. I haven't got a specific thing (e.g a wedding, or children) to lose the weight for and at times I don't believe I really deserve to lose it. I know that sounds perverse but I sometimes think 'what's the point' when I'm dieting. LT is so great though... I feel, for the first time in years that there IS a point, and that I DO deserve to feel flipping fabulous in myself.
I know a lot of us who overeat have real self-esteem problems and being big can really impact on your self-worth. I just wanted to say that I think you guys are Fan-bladdy-tastic and I'd really advise you all to think about a really special reward for yourselves for when you get to the weights you're happy with.
This is a tough old journey...and for me a long one...but I feel positive and so so so so supported by you guys. It really feels like a new start for me.
Sheesh...I sound like something from Jerry Springer.
Basically- chins up and be PROUD of the strong, brave, pro-active people you are. AND...CELEBRATE your achievements! Hold your heads high and think "I am on FIRE!!!"
Big love
Luce x
Well as you some of you may know I quit smoking at the same time as joining LT. I've not slipped with the food but must admit that in the fortnight since quitting I've had 3 cigarettes (and not enjoyed them incidentally )
I worked out that I spent roughly £30 a week on fags...at LEAST as much again on booze and probably as much on junk food. I've realised that LT (as well as being great for my health) is going to be a good financial incentive.
Soooo I've decided to treat myself. Not in the 'family size bar of dairy milk after a curry' kind of way but a meaningful one.
I'm putting aside the money I'd spend on fags (£120 per month!!) and am going to go to New York when I get to February half term (by which time I should be at goal)
It's amazed me to think how much money has, quite literally, gone up in smoke!
Over the next few months I'm going to keep myself going by thinking about this once-in-a-lifetime holiday I'm going to have and the killer wardrobe I'm going to buy when I'm there. Oh HELLLLLOOOOOO Bloomingdales!!
I don't know why I've posted this...only that in deciding this I feel super happy and incredibly motivated. I haven't got a specific thing (e.g a wedding, or children) to lose the weight for and at times I don't believe I really deserve to lose it. I know that sounds perverse but I sometimes think 'what's the point' when I'm dieting. LT is so great though... I feel, for the first time in years that there IS a point, and that I DO deserve to feel flipping fabulous in myself.
I know a lot of us who overeat have real self-esteem problems and being big can really impact on your self-worth. I just wanted to say that I think you guys are Fan-bladdy-tastic and I'd really advise you all to think about a really special reward for yourselves for when you get to the weights you're happy with.
This is a tough old journey...and for me a long one...but I feel positive and so so so so supported by you guys. It really feels like a new start for me.
Sheesh...I sound like something from Jerry Springer.
Basically- chins up and be PROUD of the strong, brave, pro-active people you are. AND...CELEBRATE your achievements! Hold your heads high and think "I am on FIRE!!!"
Big love
Luce x