BlackRose
Gold Member
My final thoughts of the day a la Jerry Springer...
For the second night in a row my wonderful but hungry OH has ordered Pizza. For the second night n a row I am not even vaguely interested in participating in this pizza fest he seems to be indulging in. I'm not angry at him, he's been unwell and is starting LT in the morning -we all love our last suppers don't we folks?
I went out for coffee this evening with some uni mates, I had a lovely time, and it didnt even occur to me to eat anything -I am loving my black coffee these days -LOVING IT! lol
I am feeling sooo determined I have no interest in eating. I want to look good, feel good and achieve something.
I have decided I want to do my Masters next year and my weight seriously affected my degree so I am sorting myself out once and for all so I can enjoy my uni experience. I want to get a grip on the depression, panic attacks and social phobia that have threatened to take over my life completely and turn me into a recluse. I have had enough! There is too much life out there to be had -there's too much to see and do and not enough time to f**k about and not grab as much of it as we can.
I know the weight is just the start but it eases a lot of my problems majorly and I am soo happy that I am comfortably on the road to making my life and my family's lives better.
That's me for now I think...
take care of yourselves...and each other
For the second night in a row my wonderful but hungry OH has ordered Pizza. For the second night n a row I am not even vaguely interested in participating in this pizza fest he seems to be indulging in. I'm not angry at him, he's been unwell and is starting LT in the morning -we all love our last suppers don't we folks?
I went out for coffee this evening with some uni mates, I had a lovely time, and it didnt even occur to me to eat anything -I am loving my black coffee these days -LOVING IT! lol
I am feeling sooo determined I have no interest in eating. I want to look good, feel good and achieve something.
I have decided I want to do my Masters next year and my weight seriously affected my degree so I am sorting myself out once and for all so I can enjoy my uni experience. I want to get a grip on the depression, panic attacks and social phobia that have threatened to take over my life completely and turn me into a recluse. I have had enough! There is too much life out there to be had -there's too much to see and do and not enough time to f**k about and not grab as much of it as we can.
I know the weight is just the start but it eases a lot of my problems majorly and I am soo happy that I am comfortably on the road to making my life and my family's lives better.
That's me for now I think...
take care of yourselves...and each other