day 9 .. and still going ok . My hubby still in hospital and having a CT scan today so should find out whats happening ...
yesterday was a hard day , rushing around doing everything and then visiting him ..... I found myself really hungry last night so had an extra bar rather than eat food .. i know I shouldnt have more than 1 bar a day but I needed it , and tested this morning and still well and truley in ketosis so no damage done !!!
I am now the lightest i been and starting to feel quite nice .. although I still find I critisise my body far more at 12 stone 8 , than I did when I was 19 stone .... I was fat then .. no doubt .. thats what I was .. but now .. its like I'm nothing .. I am not slim ( yet) but I am not really fat .. so am nothing !! I find it so hard to find anything to wear as think I look aweful , but its crazy as i know I must look better than I did !!
does anyone else find this ??