Dawn!!
Why ain't you bragging????
Dear Readers, Little Miss Modest Knickers isn't shouting from the rooftops - she should be!
I've taken the liberty of pasting the very first post from this thread (observe the highlighted bit)
Over to you Dawnie, make us proud kid.  Your mate in the north
Steve
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5th April 2011
Hi All!  :wavey:
 
Last night I decided it was time to stop nosing at other peoples diaries and start one of my own 

 But now I'm here I'm wondering what on earth I'm going to write! 

  So to get the ball rolling I'll just introduce myself...
 
My name is Dawn & I live in Northampton. I married young against my  families wishes, & then divorced 7 years & 3 children later 

  After the split I threw all my energies into working and bringing up  Andrew, Daniel & Victoria, along with a terrific amount of help from  Mum. In fact if it hadn't been for her looking after the children I  wouldn't have been able to continue in my job with the ambulance  service, & we would have lost our house as my ex immediately gave up  work so he didn't have to pay maintenance 
 
Anyway, some 10 years later I was writing my xmas cards & decided to  pop a note in one I was sending to an old school teacher who I hadn't  seen since my wedding day. He rang me a couple of weeks later & we  arranged to go for a meal & chat over old school times. Well...when  he opened his front door something strange happened...sort of shivers  down my spine :vibes: ...& we were married one year later :love047:
 
To be honest my weight had never really bothered me until Gwyn (he's  Welsh) and I got together. I was 5'6" and nearly 14 stones & he was  5'4 & 11 stones! I mean I was pretty big anyway, but standing next  to him I was flipping ENORMOUS! :fear:  So I joined WW & lost nearly 5 stones before the wedding.  We were  married in January, had a big 65th birthday party for DH in March 

, and then yet another party when he retired from teaching in June! :character0053:  Quite a year really! Of course I kind of stopped watching what I was eating (well I already HAD my man didn't I? :character00250:  ) & the weight started to creep back on. I was going to rejoin WW  but a friend wanted to go to SW & talked me into going with her,  & I loved it! Lost 4 stones 
 
Then I was off work sick for 10 months, put the weight back on &  some. My boss temporarily put me on light duties in the ambulance office  where I was trained in controlling all the non-emergency ambulances in  our area. I liked it so much I never did go back on the road. Rejoined  SW and lost 5 stones 
 
Then my Dad was diagnosed with terminal cancer and I went to pieces. We  moved him & step mum Shirley from Somerset to the next street to us  so we could help out. The cancer spread  & Dad was given 3 - 6  months, so I took the decision to go part time at work in order to spend  more time with him. As a last resort to prolong his life Dads  oncologist tried him on a new drug called Tarceva. That was 3 years ago  & he's currently one of the longest living survivors on this drug.  Sadly Dads been deteriorating very quickly since xmas, but we are all so  grateful to have had these past 3 years with him.
 
Of course through all of Dads illness I have just got bigger &  bigger, & losing both my Nan & Auntie to cancer in the last two  years sent me totally out of control. I have no idea what made me decide  to rejoin SW in January, I didn't even tell OH I was going. Just waited  till he came home from playing table tennis & told him I was 'at it  again' lol! Didn't tell him I was 15 1/2 stones tho! 

  I think I just decided I'd had enough of so many things in my life  being beyond my control & I wanted to make a stand...I can't do much  about the cancer but I CAN try to lose weight.
 
So here I am today, 12 weeks after rejoining SW & 30lbs lighter so far :happy036: Still 3 stones to go :sigh: but I'm still pretty motivated. :cross:
 
Right, that's quite enough of me   

  God...now I know why I didn't do one of these diaries before now! :crazy:
 
Please say hi if you are passing through...I do love a good natter 
 
Luv Dawn xx