hi,
i am so upset tonight.
I went to class and gained 1lb, last week i gained 1/2lb, and i have been good and followed the plan. it is not star week but i am undergoing tests for crohns disease and joint pain, i had bloods done last week and it seems i have inflammation, my tummy does feel bloated a lot, but i have gone down 2 dress sizes! nothing makes sense, my oh was gobsmacked when i came home tonight with a gain, he knows i have not cheated and that i stick to plan.
so, i have just stuffed my face!!!! yes, a donor kebab, 2 pancakes and a choclate bar and i feel sick! sick with all the food and sick with all the guilt.
I hate being fat!
i hate being me!:cry:
i am so upset tonight.
I went to class and gained 1lb, last week i gained 1/2lb, and i have been good and followed the plan. it is not star week but i am undergoing tests for crohns disease and joint pain, i had bloods done last week and it seems i have inflammation, my tummy does feel bloated a lot, but i have gone down 2 dress sizes! nothing makes sense, my oh was gobsmacked when i came home tonight with a gain, he knows i have not cheated and that i stick to plan.
so, i have just stuffed my face!!!! yes, a donor kebab, 2 pancakes and a choclate bar and i feel sick! sick with all the food and sick with all the guilt.
I hate being fat!
i hate being me!:cry: