loolahoop
Silver Member
i posted last week about how i was dreading this week being my birthday as i kno ppl are gonna try n make me indulge in high syn treats and boy was i right!!!!!
1st it was my actual birthday on tues, same day as WI! i NEVER weigh and go, but hubby pleaded with me to as he and kids wanted to give me a prezzy so i got home to find that my "present" was a MASSIVE triple choc cake! and a lil party with egg mayo sandwiches, crips, cakes, sausages rtolls, scotch eggs etc etc and as a present a bottle of wine and a box of chocs! :'( obvioulsy i had to act like i was pleased as it was mainly for my kids sake but i felt like screaming! not like he doesnt know im doing SW!!
then yesterday it was lunch with MIL, which was out and she ordered me a BBQ steak baguette (before i got there i was running late!) :'( again..what was worng with a salad? then back to hers and another massive choc cake!! which i didnt have any of as i was "full from lunch " but she sent it home with me! so now i have 2 MASSIVE choc cakes in my fridge!! and GMIL (who is also doing SW!) also brought me a box of choc!! *sigh* why do they wana keep me fat!? get home (late) and hubby has ordered us a takeaway! me 2x fried chicken wraps (with cheese and mayo!) (i ate 1/2 of 1, he had the rest!)
and im going to my family tomorrow for the weekend and i know its gonna be a similar thing there!
feeling so poo this week! i only lost 1/2lb, but ive probably inhaled more than that now this week! and i havent even made it to the weekend yet! and everytime i open my fridge theres 2 choc cakes and 2 boxes of chocs and a bottle of wine staring at me!!
so im feeling really down about myself and everything right now! but tryna keep a smile as i know its only people trying to be nice!
1st it was my actual birthday on tues, same day as WI! i NEVER weigh and go, but hubby pleaded with me to as he and kids wanted to give me a prezzy so i got home to find that my "present" was a MASSIVE triple choc cake! and a lil party with egg mayo sandwiches, crips, cakes, sausages rtolls, scotch eggs etc etc and as a present a bottle of wine and a box of chocs! :'( obvioulsy i had to act like i was pleased as it was mainly for my kids sake but i felt like screaming! not like he doesnt know im doing SW!!
then yesterday it was lunch with MIL, which was out and she ordered me a BBQ steak baguette (before i got there i was running late!) :'( again..what was worng with a salad? then back to hers and another massive choc cake!! which i didnt have any of as i was "full from lunch " but she sent it home with me! so now i have 2 MASSIVE choc cakes in my fridge!! and GMIL (who is also doing SW!) also brought me a box of choc!! *sigh* why do they wana keep me fat!? get home (late) and hubby has ordered us a takeaway! me 2x fried chicken wraps (with cheese and mayo!) (i ate 1/2 of 1, he had the rest!)
and im going to my family tomorrow for the weekend and i know its gonna be a similar thing there!
feeling so poo this week! i only lost 1/2lb, but ive probably inhaled more than that now this week! and i havent even made it to the weekend yet! and everytime i open my fridge theres 2 choc cakes and 2 boxes of chocs and a bottle of wine staring at me!!
so im feeling really down about myself and everything right now! but tryna keep a smile as i know its only people trying to be nice!