Monkey_Monkey_Underpants
Not quite normal
It's silly, I know.
But if I'm looking at things in a Size 14 (or even, perish the thought, a 12), I'm scared that someone who knows what size I "REALLY" am will come in, and re-direct me to the 20s, or the Outsize shops.
I feel the need to say "It's ok, I'm not really this size - it's only my body that is. I know I should still buy fat clothes really".
Will my head catch up with my body one day, so that I can clothes-shop with a clear conscience?
I should be proud of what I've achieved.
And I AM, I really am.
But I still can't seem to deal with actually being the size that the clothes labels say I am!
But if I'm looking at things in a Size 14 (or even, perish the thought, a 12), I'm scared that someone who knows what size I "REALLY" am will come in, and re-direct me to the 20s, or the Outsize shops.
I feel the need to say "It's ok, I'm not really this size - it's only my body that is. I know I should still buy fat clothes really".
Will my head catch up with my body one day, so that I can clothes-shop with a clear conscience?
I should be proud of what I've achieved.
And I AM, I really am.
But I still can't seem to deal with actually being the size that the clothes labels say I am!