In my first post i mentioned i had broken up with my long term partner ..w were for the sake of the children living in same house till we could sort everything out..me on this lipotrim being one of the things to be sorted....he has walked out leaving us with no money no car nothing...i cant get to CAB till wed when theres aq drop in sesion..he has turned his phone off ....the boys are devestated...he sid hes not comming back as i wont give him another chance..i just simply no longer love him so how can i live a lie by going back and pretending al is okay when its not..hes threatened to end it all i just havent a clue where to turn..i have no friends to turn my parents are at work and have enough to deal with they dont need to be burdended with this too...tom our 4 yrs old jumps everyttime he hears a car wanting it to be daddy what do i keep saying...i am not in love with him but do care what happens hes the daddy afterall the boys need him...sorry for rambling