*sigh* I suddenly feel very down about myself.
I've been trying on dresses for a wedding in just under a months time, I've been almost enjoying it - going into shops I never could go in before, getting into a size 18 easily when previously I was hiding in 26/28s, etc.
I've just taken some pictures of me in the dresses to send to my friend as I can't decide which I like and I am so appalled at how I look :cry::cry::cry:Honestly I'm gutted, and am really not looking forward to the wedding at all now :sigh:
I thought perhaps that the pics would make me feel good, but I'm feeling entirely the opposite now. I just like all the wind has been taken out of my sails.
Don't get me wrong, I always knew I had 10 stones+ to lose, but I thought having lost nearly 6 1/2 stones that I'd feel a bit better about myself.
I feel like I just want to hide away, and just wear my baggy clothes that hide everything.
No response required, I'm just feeling pretty gutted and a bit hideous :wave_cry:
I've been trying on dresses for a wedding in just under a months time, I've been almost enjoying it - going into shops I never could go in before, getting into a size 18 easily when previously I was hiding in 26/28s, etc.
I've just taken some pictures of me in the dresses to send to my friend as I can't decide which I like and I am so appalled at how I look :cry::cry::cry:Honestly I'm gutted, and am really not looking forward to the wedding at all now :sigh:
I thought perhaps that the pics would make me feel good, but I'm feeling entirely the opposite now. I just like all the wind has been taken out of my sails.
Don't get me wrong, I always knew I had 10 stones+ to lose, but I thought having lost nearly 6 1/2 stones that I'd feel a bit better about myself.
I feel like I just want to hide away, and just wear my baggy clothes that hide everything.
No response required, I'm just feeling pretty gutted and a bit hideous :wave_cry: