Fatty_no_more
Slimming for my children
Hi all.
I have come here as i need advice help opinions or whatever.
Basically I am on my last day of foundation tonight. I actually am only day 90 but i started late. But by the by. I havent lost my 3 stone as me being me, i havent stuck to it.
But last week i was put on steroids to try and shrink a benign brain tumor that i have that is pressing on my optic nerve and i was told iw ould put on weight. That was it, i thought in my head well i may as well eat as i will be putting on weight anyway! So every day since. I have eaten everything i can see.
I dont want to go tonight and face the music as i know what she will say. And i am petrified into going into developers now having not lost the 3 stone as they will just see me as a failure and probably outcast me ( i am assuming this as i havent met them but i know they have all stuck to it religiously).
I really dont know what to do. I want to give up.
She mentioned to the other girls last week about going in refreshers but even if i wanted to go, i couldnt as i wouldnt be able to get there on time.
dunno what i am asking but i am petrified really to be honest! and to top it all i have a stinking headahce!
I have come here as i need advice help opinions or whatever.
Basically I am on my last day of foundation tonight. I actually am only day 90 but i started late. But by the by. I havent lost my 3 stone as me being me, i havent stuck to it.
But last week i was put on steroids to try and shrink a benign brain tumor that i have that is pressing on my optic nerve and i was told iw ould put on weight. That was it, i thought in my head well i may as well eat as i will be putting on weight anyway! So every day since. I have eaten everything i can see.
I dont want to go tonight and face the music as i know what she will say. And i am petrified into going into developers now having not lost the 3 stone as they will just see me as a failure and probably outcast me ( i am assuming this as i havent met them but i know they have all stuck to it religiously).
I really dont know what to do. I want to give up.
She mentioned to the other girls last week about going in refreshers but even if i wanted to go, i couldnt as i wouldnt be able to get there on time.
dunno what i am asking but i am petrified really to be honest! and to top it all i have a stinking headahce!