conlou1
Gold Member
right, on monday i was super determined that i was going to pull myself around and had a great day, yesterday had a good day with eating too until i went to my mother in laws and had 4 glasses of wine, 1 red, 3 rose.
the because i was a bit tipsy i went and ate a small chocolate caramel wafer bar and just remembered a few of my daughters organic cheese puff crisps!!!
now this morning i feel so ashamed. it was day 2 of my new start and i already feel like ive messed it up. im seriously thinking of quitting and just residing myself to the fact that i obviously dont want it enough or i wouldnt keep sabotaging myself.
i have weigh in thursday morning and i really dont want to go, im on my totm aswell to top it off so a gain is inevitable and i just dont feel i can deal with the embarrassment after staying the same 2 weeks running and having a takeaway fest at the weekend-what on earth is wrong with me?
please help!!! :cry::break_diet:
the because i was a bit tipsy i went and ate a small chocolate caramel wafer bar and just remembered a few of my daughters organic cheese puff crisps!!!
now this morning i feel so ashamed. it was day 2 of my new start and i already feel like ive messed it up. im seriously thinking of quitting and just residing myself to the fact that i obviously dont want it enough or i wouldnt keep sabotaging myself.
i have weigh in thursday morning and i really dont want to go, im on my totm aswell to top it off so a gain is inevitable and i just dont feel i can deal with the embarrassment after staying the same 2 weeks running and having a takeaway fest at the weekend-what on earth is wrong with me?
please help!!! :cry::break_diet: