Hi Everyone
Just need to get this off my chest as a way of accountability before I do anything daft!
I have just had an almight row with my young niece of 24- basically told her I dont want anything to do with her anymore...a very long story and it sounds really horrible, but she has been using me and wiping me clean of money. So innocent, but yet so devious and I got caught out.
Worst of all, I just paid for her to go to Uganda with my friends, who paid for her accommodation, etc..and they have been taken in too!
It has spilled over into me ranting at my husband and crying and he has got annoyed at me too!
So, this is the time when I would reach for the chocolate and just hurt myself.
I WONT DO IT! I REFUSE TO.....but I am feeling very vulnerable right now and just needed to tell someone.
I am sure it will work out ok in the end but right now I could cry buckets; not so good when you are in work....feel rather lonely too.
Anyway, will shut up now and will keep you posted later on as to how I am feeling.
Just need to get this off my chest as a way of accountability before I do anything daft!
I have just had an almight row with my young niece of 24- basically told her I dont want anything to do with her anymore...a very long story and it sounds really horrible, but she has been using me and wiping me clean of money. So innocent, but yet so devious and I got caught out.
Worst of all, I just paid for her to go to Uganda with my friends, who paid for her accommodation, etc..and they have been taken in too!
It has spilled over into me ranting at my husband and crying and he has got annoyed at me too!
So, this is the time when I would reach for the chocolate and just hurt myself.
I WONT DO IT! I REFUSE TO.....but I am feeling very vulnerable right now and just needed to tell someone.
I am sure it will work out ok in the end but right now I could cry buckets; not so good when you are in work....feel rather lonely too.
Anyway, will shut up now and will keep you posted later on as to how I am feeling.