Hi Gem, I started sw again monday and had a nosey at peoples diaries to catch up with news. You have come so very far my love, I know that for a fact, please don't go and ruin it all now, what a waste all that would have been, your looking marvelous, but are gonna look even better, just keep thinking that!! Take today as a new day not a day when you blow it all, you will just feel worse in the morning, take it from me!! However, you will feel great in the morning when you realise that you haven't let this blip beat you, and that's all it is, A BLIP!!! much love, kymsey xx:hug99: