Muffindoll
Full Member
Here I go again.
I re-joined SW 3 weeks ago, I really enjoyed my first week and lost 4lb which I was really pleased with. I had a couple of things on the following week - my sons birthday being one, and also I knew I was going to a friends house for a buffet.
I then spent a couple of days trying to talk myself out of using these things as excuses to give in and eat whatever I wanted, however the little devil on my shoulder won...yet again and I didn't go to WI last week.
I said to myself I would get back on track this week and every day I have started well and then given up. My SW group is tomorrow night and I'm trying to convince myself to still go.
I know for a fact I will be heavier than when I started, I will have put the 4lb back on, plus more and if I go will feel a complete idiot.
The thing that annoys me more than anything is that I really like SW, I enjoy the food, I love the fact I can eat nice things and also eat plenty to fill me..........so why do I give up, I feel like I'm going mad sometimes, its like all or nothing, I either stick to it to the letter, or if I'm off plan, because I always have in mind I will be back on it soon, I eat for the sake of it, all manner of complete junk, which means I put on stupid amounts of weight in a short time.
I'm sorry for moaning, I just feel like such an idiot, and such a failure, spending money keep rejoining and just wasting it. :break_diet:
:cry:
I re-joined SW 3 weeks ago, I really enjoyed my first week and lost 4lb which I was really pleased with. I had a couple of things on the following week - my sons birthday being one, and also I knew I was going to a friends house for a buffet.
I then spent a couple of days trying to talk myself out of using these things as excuses to give in and eat whatever I wanted, however the little devil on my shoulder won...yet again and I didn't go to WI last week.
I said to myself I would get back on track this week and every day I have started well and then given up. My SW group is tomorrow night and I'm trying to convince myself to still go.
I know for a fact I will be heavier than when I started, I will have put the 4lb back on, plus more and if I go will feel a complete idiot.
The thing that annoys me more than anything is that I really like SW, I enjoy the food, I love the fact I can eat nice things and also eat plenty to fill me..........so why do I give up, I feel like I'm going mad sometimes, its like all or nothing, I either stick to it to the letter, or if I'm off plan, because I always have in mind I will be back on it soon, I eat for the sake of it, all manner of complete junk, which means I put on stupid amounts of weight in a short time.
I'm sorry for moaning, I just feel like such an idiot, and such a failure, spending money keep rejoining and just wasting it. :break_diet:
:cry: