kikuka
Tequila makes miaow happy
Hi everyone. I feel so low at the moment. I have come so far with losing, and just cant see myself carrying on to lose it all. I dont know if it is beause I am bored of shakes after so long, or becasue there is a mental block in my head about ever being 'thin' or 'normal'
My mum says my head has not caught up with m body yet, and even if I stopped now (about a sz 14 in most things except trousers - 16) I would be fine, but that I should carry on. I dont feel fine though. I am buying new clothes in a 14 but they must be big 14s. (This is what I tell myself) Can I still be doing this up to Christmas? I am on a go slow weight loss wise with small losses last week and this week - I a sure this is more to do with how I feel than anything else. I am not cheating, but that 100% willpower seems to have drifted away....Want to all the time. Has anyone felt this way?
My mum says my head has not caught up with m body yet, and even if I stopped now (about a sz 14 in most things except trousers - 16) I would be fine, but that I should carry on. I dont feel fine though. I am buying new clothes in a 14 but they must be big 14s. (This is what I tell myself) Can I still be doing this up to Christmas? I am on a go slow weight loss wise with small losses last week and this week - I a sure this is more to do with how I feel than anything else. I am not cheating, but that 100% willpower seems to have drifted away....Want to all the time. Has anyone felt this way?