princess-of-power
VLCDing...again!
Ive been having terrible toilet issues, so I was using docusate to try and get over it.
I was on my own last night and felt like I was going to die. The pain was horrendous, I spent hours running back and forth from the bathroom with no luck. I couldnt take any water because I felt so nauseous.
I had a bath to try to soothe my sore tummy and I nearly fainted when I got out, I managed to crawl to my bed and I just lay there for the rest of the night exhausted, waiting for my OH to come home.
Im off work today because I feel so ill still. Ive managed to 'go' but I now have the worst indigestion, like a big ball is stuck in my stomach and its so acidy.
I feel really scared and down. Why is it so much harder this time? I felt amazing last year on CD, so why am I having nothing but problems this time?
I dont think Im going to be on it for much longer, for many reasons. But mainly for my own health. I cant do my job properly on this diet, its going to destroy me.
I was on my own last night and felt like I was going to die. The pain was horrendous, I spent hours running back and forth from the bathroom with no luck. I couldnt take any water because I felt so nauseous.
I had a bath to try to soothe my sore tummy and I nearly fainted when I got out, I managed to crawl to my bed and I just lay there for the rest of the night exhausted, waiting for my OH to come home.
Im off work today because I feel so ill still. Ive managed to 'go' but I now have the worst indigestion, like a big ball is stuck in my stomach and its so acidy.
I feel really scared and down. Why is it so much harder this time? I felt amazing last year on CD, so why am I having nothing but problems this time?
I dont think Im going to be on it for much longer, for many reasons. But mainly for my own health. I cant do my job properly on this diet, its going to destroy me.