unreal83
Want to be a yummy mummy!
Hi all
Well Im here again - I always seem to lean back to Cambridge Diet in the end.
Well, I've recently moved into my own flat, and I was sorting out some clothes last night and I came across all of my skinny clothes that no longer fit me, and it made me so sad that I have put so much weight back on.
I know that I should try and lose weight another way, as its a change for life and I have bought the Paul McKenna book and tried Weight Watchers but I am so lazy to deal with food - I would rather just rule it out.
I wish I could actually see a dietician or someone who could actually look at the reason I have such issues with food - when it comes to eating I have no concience and I just eat what I want even though I know that I need to lose weight and be healthy.
So thats why I have decided to try Cambridge again.
The only thing that distracts me is my boyfriend! Its so hard as the diet is so unsociable, we like to sit in and have a meal together etc - I think I need to turn around that way of thinking though because I have to remember how unhappy I am now.
None of my clothes fit me, my skin feels dry my hair is dry, I have no sex drive at ALL and I hate my boyfriend looking at me - I feel like crying reading this as I was so happy once - and never thought I would get like this again, but I have.
I wish that I had some want to do exercise and be motivated but I dont - I think I am totally depressed with myself and the way I am - u know how it is when u cant get out of it!
My boyfriend tells me he loves me and loves the way I am but I just dont believe him - I think how can you think I am sexy looking like this - I feel gross. How sad is that? Sad in a tearful way I mean. He gets annoyed when I dont listen to him and push him away with what he says - I do feel for him as if he was like that it would hurt.
I have to sort myself out - before I go crazy - I want to feel fresher and more alive and wear my lovely clothes in the summer, not over weight and concious about myself constantly.
Any words would help - I need motivation - big time.
Lauren. xx
Well Im here again - I always seem to lean back to Cambridge Diet in the end.
Well, I've recently moved into my own flat, and I was sorting out some clothes last night and I came across all of my skinny clothes that no longer fit me, and it made me so sad that I have put so much weight back on.
I know that I should try and lose weight another way, as its a change for life and I have bought the Paul McKenna book and tried Weight Watchers but I am so lazy to deal with food - I would rather just rule it out.
I wish I could actually see a dietician or someone who could actually look at the reason I have such issues with food - when it comes to eating I have no concience and I just eat what I want even though I know that I need to lose weight and be healthy.
So thats why I have decided to try Cambridge again.
The only thing that distracts me is my boyfriend! Its so hard as the diet is so unsociable, we like to sit in and have a meal together etc - I think I need to turn around that way of thinking though because I have to remember how unhappy I am now.
None of my clothes fit me, my skin feels dry my hair is dry, I have no sex drive at ALL and I hate my boyfriend looking at me - I feel like crying reading this as I was so happy once - and never thought I would get like this again, but I have.
I wish that I had some want to do exercise and be motivated but I dont - I think I am totally depressed with myself and the way I am - u know how it is when u cant get out of it!
My boyfriend tells me he loves me and loves the way I am but I just dont believe him - I think how can you think I am sexy looking like this - I feel gross. How sad is that? Sad in a tearful way I mean. He gets annoyed when I dont listen to him and push him away with what he says - I do feel for him as if he was like that it would hurt.
I have to sort myself out - before I go crazy - I want to feel fresher and more alive and wear my lovely clothes in the summer, not over weight and concious about myself constantly.
Any words would help - I need motivation - big time.
Lauren. xx