Blonde Logic
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Hiya peeps.
<sigh>
I don;t know whats wrong with me today. I am just feeling really blue. Its such a beautiful sunny day out and it does nothing for me.
I am already missing my man who is going to the states for 2 weeks next week. I am sad I can't go and see my mom, and sad that he will be away. I usually love my time alone, but now I get teary just hinkin about him bein away so long.
I just feel deflated.
I couldn;t sleep last night - I lay in bed tossing and turning.....the whole job thing is weighing heavily on my mind. I hate going to work each day knowing I am leaving as soon as I can. I feel like a fraud. ANd I missed so much time last week with grannys death and then my back going out - I just feel like they are going to get the complete wrong idea about me. I can't wait till its all over....I hate this position and will never wish for the luxory of choice again!!
I am still so confused about our 'friend' who helped our neighbour steal the fence when he left. I just feel really hurt by that.
All I have done today is drink coffee and smoke ciggies and I feel ill. I am just a bundle of nerves.
I am really homesick. I know its because of OH's pending trip. I just miss my best friends so much at times like this.
I feel antsy and nervous and anxious and so many things.
SOrry to dump this on the board on such a lovely sunny day. I just feel pooey.
I keep thinking of things I should be or could be doing, but I'm just sat here staring at the flippen tube.
My back still hurts, and compensating for it now has put my neck out. I am so tired of it. REally really tired of it. I know there are others far worse off then me, and then I feel bad for feeling bad.
URGH!!!!!
I need a hug.
xx
Thanks for letting me vent. Like I gave you a chance to stop me. lol BUt you know what I mean.
x
<sigh>
I don;t know whats wrong with me today. I am just feeling really blue. Its such a beautiful sunny day out and it does nothing for me.
I am already missing my man who is going to the states for 2 weeks next week. I am sad I can't go and see my mom, and sad that he will be away. I usually love my time alone, but now I get teary just hinkin about him bein away so long.
I just feel deflated.
I couldn;t sleep last night - I lay in bed tossing and turning.....the whole job thing is weighing heavily on my mind. I hate going to work each day knowing I am leaving as soon as I can. I feel like a fraud. ANd I missed so much time last week with grannys death and then my back going out - I just feel like they are going to get the complete wrong idea about me. I can't wait till its all over....I hate this position and will never wish for the luxory of choice again!!
I am still so confused about our 'friend' who helped our neighbour steal the fence when he left. I just feel really hurt by that.
All I have done today is drink coffee and smoke ciggies and I feel ill. I am just a bundle of nerves.
I am really homesick. I know its because of OH's pending trip. I just miss my best friends so much at times like this.
I feel antsy and nervous and anxious and so many things.
SOrry to dump this on the board on such a lovely sunny day. I just feel pooey.
I keep thinking of things I should be or could be doing, but I'm just sat here staring at the flippen tube.
My back still hurts, and compensating for it now has put my neck out. I am so tired of it. REally really tired of it. I know there are others far worse off then me, and then I feel bad for feeling bad.
URGH!!!!!
I need a hug.
xx
Thanks for letting me vent. Like I gave you a chance to stop me. lol BUt you know what I mean.
x