Wannabe10stone
Full Member
Feeling so low today. Went shopping to try and find a dress for my party on Saturday. I want to look REALLY nice ... naturally. 2 of my best friends are coming and they are really skinny and I dont want to feel like the fat frump on my birthday.
So I went and tried dresses on and majority of them didnt fit. I just dont understand! :'(
I tried on a range of 14 - 16's ... some of my dresses in my wardrobe are a 14 though, so it confused me considering I have LOST weight?!
Feeling really deflated today now. And at the stage where I just feel like packing it all in, I know we all have days like this. But I really do.
After circuits my OH rang and asked me to go and get him a Mcdonalds on the way home. I felt so sh*t after I had exercised my ass off ... to not be able to eat coz ive eaten all my points :'( not only that ... the smell of it was really making me want to give in. But I didnt.
I just dont have ANY support around me ... OH eats rubbish all the time, and my friends pretty much eat what they want.
I dont know what I am after here. Just some guidance perhaps
:cry:
So I went and tried dresses on and majority of them didnt fit. I just dont understand! :'(
I tried on a range of 14 - 16's ... some of my dresses in my wardrobe are a 14 though, so it confused me considering I have LOST weight?!
Feeling really deflated today now. And at the stage where I just feel like packing it all in, I know we all have days like this. But I really do.
After circuits my OH rang and asked me to go and get him a Mcdonalds on the way home. I felt so sh*t after I had exercised my ass off ... to not be able to eat coz ive eaten all my points :'( not only that ... the smell of it was really making me want to give in. But I didnt.
I just dont have ANY support around me ... OH eats rubbish all the time, and my friends pretty much eat what they want.
I dont know what I am after here. Just some guidance perhaps
:cry: