EllieMellie
Silver Member
Hi All
I was due to go on a night out with my friend tonight - it's her birthday. There are a gang of people going.
Originally I had planned to come off plan for it and have a drink and then I decided that I didn't want to do that so would avoid alcohol.
Now it's come to Saturday I just can't face going, because;
I know this attitude stinks and I should be able to go out and have fun with no alcohol but I can't. So my self imposed incarceration goes on...
Am also thinking that I could stop this diet and be able to eat and drinkn again but I have come too far and am soo scared that I will just balloon.
Do I just need a kick up the a*se? Maybe..
Ellie xx:cry:
I was due to go on a night out with my friend tonight - it's her birthday. There are a gang of people going.
Originally I had planned to come off plan for it and have a drink and then I decided that I didn't want to do that so would avoid alcohol.
Now it's come to Saturday I just can't face going, because;
- Everyone else will be drinking in a noisy bar in town and I will be sitting there with water
- I don't feel like I am any fun in those situations
- There are loads of couples going and I am single atm
I know this attitude stinks and I should be able to go out and have fun with no alcohol but I can't. So my self imposed incarceration goes on...
Am also thinking that I could stop this diet and be able to eat and drinkn again but I have come too far and am soo scared that I will just balloon.
Do I just need a kick up the a*se? Maybe..
Ellie xx:cry: