I am feeling all over the place at the moment and wonder can anyone relate to this.
I have lost over three stone and I get compliments from friends and family and especially OH but instead of feeling good about this, I feel terrified inside.I have lost weight like this before, though not as much and put it all on over time.I have never done sw before and this time I want to succeed so badly and I actually feel sw could be a life plan but I am feeling such a huge pressure inside not to let myself and especially OH down (again).He never actually says anything bad to me .It is the opposite.He is just so thrilled at my new figure that he keeps talking it up but inside I hate him saying it.Pressure again!
The biggest pressure is coming from knowing all the Christmas social activities are just about to happen and while I could deal with the "big days" it is all the ones leading up to them.At times I feel like an alcoholic unable to trust themselves going into a bar!
Anyway, thanks for letting me explain.It would sound crazy to my family."afraid to be slimmer because of the pressure"
I have lost over three stone and I get compliments from friends and family and especially OH but instead of feeling good about this, I feel terrified inside.I have lost weight like this before, though not as much and put it all on over time.I have never done sw before and this time I want to succeed so badly and I actually feel sw could be a life plan but I am feeling such a huge pressure inside not to let myself and especially OH down (again).He never actually says anything bad to me .It is the opposite.He is just so thrilled at my new figure that he keeps talking it up but inside I hate him saying it.Pressure again!
The biggest pressure is coming from knowing all the Christmas social activities are just about to happen and while I could deal with the "big days" it is all the ones leading up to them.At times I feel like an alcoholic unable to trust themselves going into a bar!
Anyway, thanks for letting me explain.It would sound crazy to my family."afraid to be slimmer because of the pressure"