paula 36
Gold Member
Hi this is a bit of a long one.I started LL 8 weeks ago as im emergrating to oz.Was suppossed to be moving and flying out on the 10th of july.The chain collapsed after 4 months.Felt really low and stressed,decided to go away for a week as a family.I had a great time ate and drunk all week had 4 days on ketosis before weigh in and only put a pound on .So was really pleased.Last week i went away with my husband for a week without the kids as we have never done this before.We had a great time again had 4 days back on LL before weigh in, last night about 8 o clock i has pasta with ham and cheese and 5 slices of bread and cheese and 2 chocolate cakes.WHY.Our house is back on the market and we have our leaving party on saturday night and im dreading it.This morning i hate myself and feel like crap.Im back on this morning as got weigh in tommorrow night.Im off LL from saturday till monday as got loads of people staying as we wont see them again.Im scared of going tommorrow night and im scared of going to the party because i feel a fat cow.Ive lost just under 2 stone and still have 4 to go.Why am i still bingeing like that after the councilling ,and will i ever get over that bingeing?.sorry its longxx:cry: