lisalulu
Silver Member
I am so fed up. All I can think about it food, all day, every day. I am addicted. I could eat and eat, well past being full, to the point where I am in pain, like I used to do. I'm fed up of being exhausted, moody, snappy, emotional, fed up of the snide comments about the diet, fed up of living an anti-social life. I CANNOT socialise when on CD, tried it and failed miserably... I'm just not strong enough. I have no will power, I have to just stay away from food. I'm sick of hiding in the bedroom while my family eats, I'm sick of sitting in front of the pantry, sitting on my hands to stop them picking and just looking at and smelling the food.
I've been so tired the last few weeks that I've messed the girls bedtime routine up, so settling them tonight has been exhausting. I battled with my 2 year old for 3 hours, she was just screaming at me. I've got such a killer headache now and all I want to do is eat something carby because I'm so tired I can barely type. I just need some energy, I'm too tired to even cry and let my anger out.
I've been so tired the last few weeks that I've messed the girls bedtime routine up, so settling them tonight has been exhausting. I battled with my 2 year old for 3 hours, she was just screaming at me. I've got such a killer headache now and all I want to do is eat something carby because I'm so tired I can barely type. I just need some energy, I'm too tired to even cry and let my anger out.