crunchyfrog
Eyes on the Prize!!
Urrgh these past few days have just been awful.
I'm half way through my journey and normally I would be concentrating on one day at a time but at the moment I just can't seem to get it out of my head that I've still such a long way to go to my goal.
At the moment it feels so far away
Don't know where these feelings have come from as after the first couple of weeks I've been feeling so happy confident and strong. Right now I feel so disheartened. I've no real reason to as since I started I have lost two stone which is amazing in 6 weeks.
I'm trying to stay focused on my one day at a time but it feels so tough at this moment.
Eveyone says I look amazing and I know I look a LOT better BUT I also know I still look overweight and have 3 more stone to lose. So although I am pleased with what I have done I know I won't be satisfied until I reach my goal and get into a size 12. I really am not prepared to make do with size 14/16.
I simply hate how a size 16 in per una at M&S is not the same as a size 16 in new look or similar. My clothes from Monsoon and M&S which are 16 are very loose whereas a size 16 in new look is just too tight!!:cry:
Did anyone else get a dip in their motivation? How did you manage to pick yourself up and carry on. Don't get me wrong I have no intention of quitting as there is NO WAY I want to be a fat bride in October!! I want to be able to go into the Bridal shops and NOT be directed to the plus size rail!!!!
Just feel so bloomin down!! :raincloud:
I'm half way through my journey and normally I would be concentrating on one day at a time but at the moment I just can't seem to get it out of my head that I've still such a long way to go to my goal.
At the moment it feels so far away
Don't know where these feelings have come from as after the first couple of weeks I've been feeling so happy confident and strong. Right now I feel so disheartened. I've no real reason to as since I started I have lost two stone which is amazing in 6 weeks.
I'm trying to stay focused on my one day at a time but it feels so tough at this moment.
Eveyone says I look amazing and I know I look a LOT better BUT I also know I still look overweight and have 3 more stone to lose. So although I am pleased with what I have done I know I won't be satisfied until I reach my goal and get into a size 12. I really am not prepared to make do with size 14/16.
I simply hate how a size 16 in per una at M&S is not the same as a size 16 in new look or similar. My clothes from Monsoon and M&S which are 16 are very loose whereas a size 16 in new look is just too tight!!:cry:
Did anyone else get a dip in their motivation? How did you manage to pick yourself up and carry on. Don't get me wrong I have no intention of quitting as there is NO WAY I want to be a fat bride in October!! I want to be able to go into the Bridal shops and NOT be directed to the plus size rail!!!!
Just feel so bloomin down!! :raincloud: