Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
Ah caroline i visited fb before i came here and i didnt accept! can you add me on my sw profile? Yummy-Mummy Slimmer 
so sorry hun, i just saw the add and thought it was random!! haha.
im in two minds about what to do reguarding my sw class right now. I love my C, really i do.. and i love the ladies in my class, but obvs as i switched to the morning class i dont get to see those ladies i got so close too, and the morning class is really nice, they are all taking an interest in my pregnancy and im slowly slowly working my way into the group socially. . but i had a step in c this wed and whislt she wasnt my fave- she had SO much more stuff, so much more info.. was really pushing the plan and it was clear she really had a love for it. My c has been doing it for 25 odd years, (being a consultant that is) .. shes lost and gained, lost and gained.. and whilst i have a million times respect for her because she always works to get it back off it bothers me that she will sit and casually say 'but this plan is for life! you can maintain happily' but shes not, shes not doing it herself iv been going 3 years and iv never seen her reach a target and shes not massivly overweight at all. does that make me sound awful? oh i just feel so awful, my c has been so good to me.. but im just not getting what i need i dont think, which is why once again things have gone to pot this weekend. and whilst iv thoroughly enjoyed myself i feel incredibly guilty because i really wanted to stay on track..and i really could have done, but i allowed it to go to pot, but the old me would have never have done that.. obviously circumstances are different but i NEED my untouchable will power and motivation back and it was the thrill of being a new member that gave me that, now that im having to re-do my journey its difficult enough as i feel i know the plan so well.. im relying on being back at class to give me that .. and after seeing this other C's class i dont feel im getting anything more than a weigh in?
so sorry hun, i just saw the add and thought it was random!! haha. im in two minds about what to do reguarding my sw class right now. I love my C, really i do.. and i love the ladies in my class, but obvs as i switched to the morning class i dont get to see those ladies i got so close too, and the morning class is really nice, they are all taking an interest in my pregnancy and im slowly slowly working my way into the group socially. . but i had a step in c this wed and whislt she wasnt my fave- she had SO much more stuff, so much more info.. was really pushing the plan and it was clear she really had a love for it. My c has been doing it for 25 odd years, (being a consultant that is) .. shes lost and gained, lost and gained.. and whilst i have a million times respect for her because she always works to get it back off it bothers me that she will sit and casually say 'but this plan is for life! you can maintain happily' but shes not, shes not doing it herself
iv been going 3 years and iv never seen her reach a target and shes not massivly overweight at all. does that make me sound awful? oh i just feel so awful, my c has been so good to me.. but im just not getting what i need i dont think, which is why once again things have gone to pot this weekend. and whilst iv thoroughly enjoyed myself i feel incredibly guilty because i really wanted to stay on track..and i really could have done, but i allowed it to go to pot, but the old me would have never have done that.. obviously circumstances are different but i NEED my untouchable will power and motivation back and it was the thrill of being a new member that gave me that, now that im having to re-do my journey its difficult enough as i feel i know the plan so well.. im relying on being back at class to give me that .. and after seeing this other C's class i dont feel im getting anything more than a weigh in? 
