BlackRose
Gold Member
Ok. I'm calling this my final burst of hnesty because I'm hoping to not have to confess to picking or eating throughout this final attempt at LT.
I've been pi55ing about if I'm totally honest and have been eating the biggest load of rubbish. I've been coming on here days when I hadn't had a shake, fully believing I'd get going that day -then I'd cave big style and binge. But lurking about has done its job and today I finally had a shake before coming on and I feel really positive that this time is it. I know I'm in the right frame of mind and that I'm not just trying to be. I'm actually ready to commit -whereas before I've always been looking fo the end. This time I dont care how long it takes or what comes up while I'm on it. This time its for me!
I'm still not going officially cus I've a weeks supply left so official WI next week. I dont know what weight I am, though I know its heavier than ever before. When I know I'll post.
So lads and ladies -wish me luck because I really really need it to work this time. I realy need to do it this time.
I've been pi55ing about if I'm totally honest and have been eating the biggest load of rubbish. I've been coming on here days when I hadn't had a shake, fully believing I'd get going that day -then I'd cave big style and binge. But lurking about has done its job and today I finally had a shake before coming on and I feel really positive that this time is it. I know I'm in the right frame of mind and that I'm not just trying to be. I'm actually ready to commit -whereas before I've always been looking fo the end. This time I dont care how long it takes or what comes up while I'm on it. This time its for me!
I'm still not going officially cus I've a weeks supply left so official WI next week. I dont know what weight I am, though I know its heavier than ever before. When I know I'll post.
So lads and ladies -wish me luck because I really really need it to work this time. I realy need to do it this time.