Well, for those of you that remember me, I was struggling to lose a few pounds before Christmas, and kept de-railing myself and in fact ended up gaining a few pounds.
I finally did what I was thinking about and had hypnosis to work out what was making me do this to myself ..... and even though I am, sorry was, a total skeptic (sp?), I went for it. Well, wonder of wonders, after I came round the person I went to see just said to me .... "I know why you cannot lose weight". Now I thought she was going to come out with some waffle that could mean anything, but she came out with something that was very specific and very accurate for me. To be honest, she spooked me a little
So, it turns out that what it is is something that someone said to me after I had first lost all my weight a few years ago! That's all. It was when I was in holiday in Greece, and a couple of my Greek friends never mentioned anything about my weight loss at all for the first 10 days of the holiday - just acted like everything was normal, even though they did not recognise me at the airport when I was standing right next to them! When I confronted them about it and asked why, they eventually said that I had upset them because they had thought I had "Cancer" and was dying. At the time I thought they were being a bit over the top, but when I looked back at pictures, I can see what they mean. I had gone too far.
Apparently it is this experience that is sub-conciously stopping me from losing "too much" weight, but it has now gone too far in preventing me .....
The hypnotist did say that I could undergo "Memory Alteration" .... which sounds a bit freaky for me to even entertain. AT least I now know what it is that was messing me up, so hopefully I can deal with it and break through the wall I have built for myself.
New year, new attempt. Fingers crossed.
I finally did what I was thinking about and had hypnosis to work out what was making me do this to myself ..... and even though I am, sorry was, a total skeptic (sp?), I went for it. Well, wonder of wonders, after I came round the person I went to see just said to me .... "I know why you cannot lose weight". Now I thought she was going to come out with some waffle that could mean anything, but she came out with something that was very specific and very accurate for me. To be honest, she spooked me a little
So, it turns out that what it is is something that someone said to me after I had first lost all my weight a few years ago! That's all. It was when I was in holiday in Greece, and a couple of my Greek friends never mentioned anything about my weight loss at all for the first 10 days of the holiday - just acted like everything was normal, even though they did not recognise me at the airport when I was standing right next to them! When I confronted them about it and asked why, they eventually said that I had upset them because they had thought I had "Cancer" and was dying. At the time I thought they were being a bit over the top, but when I looked back at pictures, I can see what they mean. I had gone too far.
Apparently it is this experience that is sub-conciously stopping me from losing "too much" weight, but it has now gone too far in preventing me .....
The hypnotist did say that I could undergo "Memory Alteration" .... which sounds a bit freaky for me to even entertain. AT least I now know what it is that was messing me up, so hopefully I can deal with it and break through the wall I have built for myself.
New year, new attempt. Fingers crossed.
