emma&alex
Full Member
This is gonna be my little venting area...for those low points.
I've been quite lucky upto now, I've not bothered about being on the Cambridge, I'm only into my 3rd week now though, so I have plenty of time yet.
I have A LOT of weight to lose, approx 10 stone. I have been obese my whole life, even as a small child I was always fat. I kinda just gave up without trying properly and assumed I would always be fat. I have dieted twice in my adult life, once on weight watchers for 7 months and lost 5 stone, but was still overweight when I gave up & put it back on..and last year on cambridge, but gave up for holidays and didnt go back on...and again, it all went back on plus more.
I have a little boy, Alex, who is nearly 2, and I need to start thinking of him, I need to be able to do active things like swimming with him, and I have visions of him being bullied at school because of his fat mum..I don't want him to go through that because of me... so this is for him.
I've been quite lucky upto now, I've not bothered about being on the Cambridge, I'm only into my 3rd week now though, so I have plenty of time yet.
I have A LOT of weight to lose, approx 10 stone. I have been obese my whole life, even as a small child I was always fat. I kinda just gave up without trying properly and assumed I would always be fat. I have dieted twice in my adult life, once on weight watchers for 7 months and lost 5 stone, but was still overweight when I gave up & put it back on..and last year on cambridge, but gave up for holidays and didnt go back on...and again, it all went back on plus more.
I have a little boy, Alex, who is nearly 2, and I need to start thinking of him, I need to be able to do active things like swimming with him, and I have visions of him being bullied at school because of his fat mum..I don't want him to go through that because of me... so this is for him.