charleypolequeen
Full Member
I went out friday night to a friends birthday party i have not seen them since i was 18.7 stone because i became so with drawn and depressed over my weight they never came to see me anymore as i was just no fun , anyway she invied me to her bday party Saturday night i was so excited to show them my weightloss and my bodycon dress i brought especailly i though i would go make apperance as i missed them so much and feel i need to make more effort and to start chillingwith them more, anyway when i got to her house she did not hug or kiss me like we normally do she just turned away and went in her bedroom, when she came out she totally changed her outfit!!! , i felt uncomfortable,then she kept going on all night about how great she looks and how much the girls in the party are not as good looking as her and ignored me all night i never got one compliment from her or my other frineds just from the men and my gay Friend Tom, when i got home i cried not what i expected at all!! i felt like they thought i was showing off with my new frame or something does skinny mean less friends??? i stayed in all Sunday feeling sorry for myself i truley feltlike eating loads of cakes , i didn't but i though this would make me happier when i was fat i was life of the party , now all my so called frineds hate me.:cry::cry::cry: