So started feeling etchy every time it came to meal times this last few days. For some old remnants of high school diet mentality lagging about in my subconsciousness - saying that if I just don't confront meal times and leave till longer- i'll be right? Anyway, started using my old dusted off Xtrainer - even though my dog doesn't like me using it. Drinking water now and down sized my bowl and plates to a size.
The last two days were tough and I just gave in. So I live with my parents (sad at 32 years of age
) anyway my family from interstate came over to announce that they were engaged - and wanting to have the wedding in early January
....(which is a very hot and humid period of the year) which is way too soon for their engagement waiting period and announcement- anyway this is a huge motivator for me - I want to look good in a dress- last time my sister got married and I wore a dress that looked good but I had to be restrictive in the dress I choose. Anyways, my mum made this huge food doo for when they came over- including cupcakes and things- plus salads that were high in calories. I have to help eat up these left overs- Not only that - my dad came home last night and had a huge box of cadbury all sorts he had won from his lawn bowls tournament- and they are being saved for more to eat tonight apparently.. So I am just going to go with it.
I have a goal to have at least lost some weight by the time my old school friend comes to visit all the way from Germany on the first week in December- I haven't seen her for 4-5 years and also I want to have lost weight for xmas time- to show off some nice clothes our family xmas party because I would actually like to dress up for summer and feel great- and feel confident
Then theres that wedding and then my longest term goal is another family wedding in the near future - I want to have a goal dress to wear for that!
The last two days were tough and I just gave in. So I live with my parents (sad at 32 years of age
) anyway my family from interstate came over to announce that they were engaged - and wanting to have the wedding in early January....(which is a very hot and humid period of the year) which is way too soon for their engagement waiting period and announcement- anyway this is a huge motivator for me - I want to look good in a dress- last time my sister got married and I wore a dress that looked good but I had to be restrictive in the dress I choose. Anyways, my mum made this huge food doo for when they came over- including cupcakes and things- plus salads that were high in calories. I have to help eat up these left overs- Not only that - my dad came home last night and had a huge box of cadbury all sorts he had won from his lawn bowls tournament- and they are being saved for more to eat tonight apparently.. So I am just going to go with it.I have a goal to have at least lost some weight by the time my old school friend comes to visit all the way from Germany on the first week in December- I haven't seen her for 4-5 years and also I want to have lost weight for xmas time- to show off some nice clothes our family xmas party because I would actually like to dress up for summer and feel great- and feel confident
Then theres that wedding and then my longest term goal is another family wedding in the near future - I want to have a goal dress to wear for that!
