I am just lost in a world of broken self promises and il start my diet on monday conversations. I need to lose weight for my wedding..i dont want to be feeling like a bloated buffalo on my special day..but i just cant kick myself into any kind of motivation. I have these conversations with myself at night and eat rubbish the next day, why can my heart not tell my head to wise up :-( really gettin to me. Does anyone else feel the same??