well my reason being fat and eating to much is going back years, when i was small i was sexually abused, my mother was an alcoholic and both parents separated, then later life my 2 brothers were drug addicts and i had to live with them and they stole everything from me and my mam, then when i was 14 my mam got breast cancer and i was the only one who helped her, all this caused me to comfert eat to a whole new level i used to be able to pack away half the fridge in 5 mins with out a care in the world and i still can, i never feel sick after over eating, so recently my mam got this huge mirror in her room and i seen myself full length naked the first time in years and realised something needs to be done ASAP.. so now that all my troubled past is over and everything is out in the open its time for me to move on with life and be happier, im only 21 and i think i deserve to start being happy for once..