missfatpants
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Hi everyone. I know it's early but I woke up nice and refreshed this am. Bit of a headache but thats all. When I picked up my packs on mon from chemist - I cheekily asked her if she would bob in a couple of ketostix - she said she never been asked that lol! But she did. So I cut one in half and thought I'd try this am with first wee of day and it went a nice dark pink - when i tried tues am it was no colour but slight beige. I don't have any breath smells though. Or a metallic taste in my mouth - it just feels dry. So I am hoping I am in ketosis now. Feeling a really steely determination to continue and keep reminding myself I have weeks of this. Luckily I have no functions to go to in the foreseeable future. I don't go out. I would like to lose a fair amount for September though. I have many reasons to lose weight. Health, vanity, oh and to stick my two fingers up at a yummy mummy at my daughters school who tried to steal my man - although not much resitance from him at the time. Can't wait walk by her looking gorgeous. Biatch. Anyway too much info I guess but it spurs me on. I feel the energy is kicking in - I am a bit lazy so I need the energy. It's just I got into a rut of daytime tv plodding along. I had no get up and go. But up until 4 days ago I was a very heavy drinker - couple bottles wine a night. So it's those demons I am fighting also - but so far I have had no urge at all. I think the bigger picture keeps me going. I have never gone more than nine days without a drink and that was years ago - so that is my mini goal. I think why this diet is so important to me is that it is not just food but alcohol its helping me beat.
Anyway sorry to waffle on - don't know where all that came from!! Just came out.
Hope everyone is ok this morning . Come on day 4 !!!
Xxx
Anyway sorry to waffle on - don't know where all that came from!! Just came out.
Hope everyone is ok this morning . Come on day 4 !!!
Xxx