Hey hun...firstly do not put yourself down...your about to do something about the weight! And your making the effort to write in here which is great because we can all help each other, whether its about our weight, personal life, work etc!
Hun Im in the same boat as you...Im 23st and at 5ft 10 I feel like a fat version of the jolly green giant!!!! But that will all change soon and so will you!!
I think a sad fact for most of us, its that we will NEVER be completely happy with the way we look. But just think when we lose the weight, we can shop in anywhere we want! You know Ive NEVER bought anything other that jewellery from Topshop....so Im looking forward to the day I walk out of there with some skinny jeans LOL!!
Keep your chin up hun xxHUGSxx
Manjit