Got to stop messing around

[mariavon]

Oh yes thanks ladies , I didn't even look at crisps etc,
So pleased

 

[Estameme]

Oh yes thanks ladies , I didn't even look at crisps etc,
So pleased

Thats what I like to hear! Well done for not even caring about the crisps. Loving the focus!

 

[mariavon]

Thats what I like to hear! Well done for not even caring about the crisps. Loving the focus!

I'm just scared it all falls to pieces and I binge again ,
I really don't want to

 

[ladyfelsham]

Well done sweetie - you resisted all the bad stuff - and if you've done it once, you can do it again - and again xxx

 

[mariavon]

Well done sweetie - you resisted all the bad stuff - and if you've done it once, you can do it again - and again xxx

Yea that's true Susie ,
I don't want to be the failure yet again it was getting embarrassing ,

As you say , I did it today so I know I am strong enough to keep it going ,

 

[mariavon]

Night night
Off to bed to read for a while ,
Made you all tomorrow xxx

 

[S_J_B]

Well done & here's to another fab day xx


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[mariavon]

Hello
Totm arrived and my stomach is killing me,

 

[mariavon]

My pre op appointment has come for 19 March,
Feeling anxious x

 

[S_J_B]

Sorry re TOTM pain & pre-op nerves but think of how much better you'll feel once knee sorted x


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[mariavon]

Sorry re TOTM pain & pre-op nerves but think of how much better you'll feel once knee sorted x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins.com

I know , but can't help thinking will it really have any improvement as the one I had done last May didn't really help,
Oh well the surgeon did say it wouldn't fully rectify it ,

 

[S_J_B]

And all the fab weight loss will really help x


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[Estameme]

I totally understand your anxiety hun, the build up to something like that can be agonising. You are a strong lady though, and I'm sure this time your op will really help, surgeons don't usually like to say definite things like that without good reason.

bleurgh to TOTM too. Look after yourself hun x

 

[mariavon]

And all the fab weight loss will really help x Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins.com

Your right , I wanted to be where I was last time I had it, even lower would of been great , but I wasted too much time getting my head in gear , but to get to last times weight is still about 1.5 St away , can't really see that happening

 

[mariavon]

I totally understand your anxiety hun, the build up to something like that can be agonising. You are a strong lady though, and I'm sure this time your op will really help, surgeons don't usually like to say definite things like that without good reason. bleurgh to TOTM too. Look after yourself hun x

Sure all will be ok Essie ,
Oh totm is killing me lol

 

[ladyfelsham]

Totm bleurgh here too, am off to bed soon with Mr Nurofen

And don't be nervous about your appointment, you are eating sensibly and losing steadily - and that is the way it needs to be xxx

 

[mariavon]

Totm bleurgh here too, am off to bed soon with Mr Nurofen And don't be nervous about your appointment, you are eating sensibly and losing steadily - and that is the way it needs to be xxx

Thanks susie xx

 

[mariavon]

I'm tucked up in bed , was suppose to be earlier than this but things got in the way , for some reason , which im really unsure about , I ve been in floods of tears , whether it's just totm hormones , I don't know where it came from ,
Anyhow tomorrow's another day hopefully will feel brighter ,
Night night xxxxx

 

[Estameme]

I'm tucked up in bed , was suppose to be earlier than this but things got in the way , for some reason , which im really unsure about , I ve been in floods of tears , whether it's just totm hormones , I don't know where it came from ,
Anyhow tomorrow's another day hopefully will feel brighter ,
Night night xxxxx

I hope you're ok? We are always here for you x sleep well

 

[mariavon]

Had awful night , still awake at 6am, I was reading which usually helps me sleep but not last night,