i used the gp referral scheme last year and was given a membership to my local gym.
i was hesitant and nervous but equally determined and the first session was brilliant. i was given a personal training plan to follow on every visit.
the next 2 weeks were good. went 3 times in the first week.
but then on my second visit on the second week i was in for a shock.
i arrived for my workout .
i was still very self conscious but was getting a little more comfortable with the surroundings.
this changed dramatically when i walked in and found a 15 year old lad sitting at the desk in the gym.
he was on work placement from his school and for the whole time i was there he stared at me

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he wasnt even supervised as the trainers had gone to their offices for lunch so he was there alone.
i felt sick with humiliation and eventually i couldnt bare it anymore and i started to leave. my slotted time was 1 hour and i stayed about 35 minutes.
on the way out i bumped into the guy who designed my personal plan and he asked why i was leaving so early.
i explained how embarrassed i was and was very close to tears.
he was very very apologetic and asked me to 'please come back for my next session and he would make sure i wasnt put through that again'
sadly the damage was already done and as i left the building i knew in my heart that i wouldnt return.
my biggest fear when i first plucked up the courage to go to the gym was that people will stare and the fact that he had done just that brought my fears into the real world and i simply couldnt face that again.
sorry to babble on about it but even now i am quite bitter about the fact that going to the gym added to my insecurities:cry: