Sulleyp
The Minis Bad Boy
Morning y'all.
As you may know I have started LL again with all my reserve packs from last time with an emailf rom my LLC saying I can come abck when those are done. Though my scales only go up to 24 stone and I reckon I am around the 25.5 mark.
I am in a strange position. I had a good week-ish last week and could feel the weight coming off. But I saw my ex gf on saturday and she really upset me with her new life and man, etc. I will spare you the details.
And for that evening I ignored LL. I went on a bender with my 2 housemates dirnking alot fo whiskey and had a curry. I woke up sunday morning feeling awful in my head and in my stomach. And I was upset with myself for doing it. Jsut feeling sorry for myself wasnt a good enough excuse.
Anyway I put on my belt this morning and I am now down tot he 2nd slot for the first time in months.
But I feel guilty. Guilty that I drank and ate so much on saturday but have still dropped a belt size.
Perhaps it was the week of reletively good behavoir still mattering?
As you may know I have started LL again with all my reserve packs from last time with an emailf rom my LLC saying I can come abck when those are done. Though my scales only go up to 24 stone and I reckon I am around the 25.5 mark.
I am in a strange position. I had a good week-ish last week and could feel the weight coming off. But I saw my ex gf on saturday and she really upset me with her new life and man, etc. I will spare you the details.
And for that evening I ignored LL. I went on a bender with my 2 housemates dirnking alot fo whiskey and had a curry. I woke up sunday morning feeling awful in my head and in my stomach. And I was upset with myself for doing it. Jsut feeling sorry for myself wasnt a good enough excuse.
Anyway I put on my belt this morning and I am now down tot he 2nd slot for the first time in months.
But I feel guilty. Guilty that I drank and ate so much on saturday but have still dropped a belt size.
Perhaps it was the week of reletively good behavoir still mattering?
