I'm such a struggler and restarter all rolled into one! I have done this weight loss journey about three times over the last few years and I am sick of myself as I have dropped again and let myself gain a bit more weight after I'd lost a load. It's so easily done.....I need some help, encouragement and motivation and I'm sure this place is the right place to come. I don't look massive but I sure feel it, I am a size 16 at the moment and would love to be smaller. However most people are surprised when they find out I am that size, they say I don't look as fat as I probably feel. My hips and tops of legs are the worst parts to gain, my arms seem to stay slim. I am working alone so need some support from friends. I have been to a gym before but to be honest I didn't like it much as the owner of the place was a completely nasty piece of work so I left and don't fancy joining anywhere else after that experience! So I will work with some forum friends as my motivation.