Hi everyone,
Advance apologies for my self indulgent moaning coming up
I went to the chemist for my cholesterol check this am and the result isn`t good I have been referred to my Dr and the earliest appt I could get was Weds am.
This coupled with my slowly rising BP I think will make the Dr want to put me on meds? I don`t know how it works? I am absolutely gutted:cry: As if I need to go on Cholesterol meds it will mean no longer feeding my LO :cry: which I guess makes my dithering at decision making redundant, Though not any easier to accept.
I don`t know if I could ask for the Xenical first and see if losing weight on that would reduce my cholesterol levels? I don`t know how it works? Or if I can take both tabs if i`m not going to be feeding my LO anymore? :cry:
I had a cuddle and a chat with her this morning and explained that I might have to start taking some medicine but that it would make her poorly so it would mean she could no longer have her "nins" (thats what she calls it ) and she seemed ok with it. But it doesn`t make me feel any better :cry:
Anyway, Again - Sorry for the feeling sorry for myself ramble, Am just in tears about it all and most of my friends don`t think I should be feeding her any more in the first place so I don`t think they`ll understand how upset I am.
Well done and thanks for listening if you got this far!!
LiSe xXx
Advance apologies for my self indulgent moaning coming up
I went to the chemist for my cholesterol check this am and the result isn`t good I have been referred to my Dr and the earliest appt I could get was Weds am.
This coupled with my slowly rising BP I think will make the Dr want to put me on meds? I don`t know how it works? I am absolutely gutted:cry: As if I need to go on Cholesterol meds it will mean no longer feeding my LO :cry: which I guess makes my dithering at decision making redundant, Though not any easier to accept.
I don`t know if I could ask for the Xenical first and see if losing weight on that would reduce my cholesterol levels? I don`t know how it works? Or if I can take both tabs if i`m not going to be feeding my LO anymore? :cry:
I had a cuddle and a chat with her this morning and explained that I might have to start taking some medicine but that it would make her poorly so it would mean she could no longer have her "nins" (thats what she calls it ) and she seemed ok with it. But it doesn`t make me feel any better :cry:
Anyway, Again - Sorry for the feeling sorry for myself ramble, Am just in tears about it all and most of my friends don`t think I should be feeding her any more in the first place so I don`t think they`ll understand how upset I am.
Well done and thanks for listening if you got this far!!
LiSe xXx