Professor
Guess whos back...
Today was by far my hardest day so far, being back at work i had all the usual urges that come with my usual lifestyle at work, i felt obliged to go in garage on way to work to grab a pastie and crisps / coke. At work (in a hotel this week) i looked longingly at the crisps etc in the vending machines. The hotel resturant smelt lovely all day and as a contractor i could have had food at half price too ! Every hotel room i entered had a nice menu displayed on the desk. My workmate at lunch scoffing food down, The drive home past many favourite takeaway joints i did frequent, and all this with a surprisingly healthy wallet.
Several times during the day i really really considered throwing in the towel and eating, i really thought i would be happier eating my usual loves of junk! Really had a bad day and many many doubts and second thoughts, Dont panic i did resist and i never ate a thing, god i cant deny i wanted to though, i wanted that full roast in the hotel, i wanted that burger on the way home.. God will the desires not end.
Several times during the day i really really considered throwing in the towel and eating, i really thought i would be happier eating my usual loves of junk! Really had a bad day and many many doubts and second thoughts, Dont panic i did resist and i never ate a thing, god i cant deny i wanted to though, i wanted that full roast in the hotel, i wanted that burger on the way home.. God will the desires not end.