Okay - back in business!
This week, I tried to watch my portions, eat more fat, and try not to obsess. I had a few walks, and tried to get my cola intake down. I *did* have a cheat on Friday... I brought chicken wings to a friend's potluck dinner, but she made the most wonderful mushroom lasagne and I had a piece (if she could only replace the pasta with something else... it had pounds of cheese and litres of cream in it!!!).
I woke up on Monday morning and had been down to 155!
I've also thrown my birth control pills away. They've been making me crazy, and I'm ready for a permanent method - I have a doctor's appointment next week. But in doing that, my time of month has started early so I'm feeling a bit puffy today. But I can live with that!
I still don't know exactly what the secret is for me... I'll do the same this next week and see if I can get another 2-3 pounds off. If it doesn't work, I'll keep evaluating. I'm in size 14 just now, and feel sometimes like I'm being greedy trying to get into 12's - I guess I just don't feel like this is the size I want to be, despite how my scale keeps getting stuck at this weight.
Oh, I've also been diagnosed with asthma (after several long chest infections). My breathing hasn't been great this past month or so but it's improving and now I have to figure out this whole exercise thing with this on top. I'm not trying to use it as an excuse, but it's learning how to work around it.
So, here's hoping.