Ch3rrie
Full Member
Hi everyone,
I am new here.
I have lots to loose. I always have had lots to loose but I always seem to block it out and end up eating a lot of crap.
I am so fed up. Fed up with the lack of control I have. Fed up with my life on the sofa. I have young children and I don't want them to grow up like I did.
I want to walk to school and not dread the hill. I don't want to feel like I can't be bothered to get up and do something.
I don't know why now, but I realised how much I hate myself and how much confidence and happiness I have lost because of it.
I have always, always been big so I guess I have grown up to be used to it.
Not anymore. I can't do this to myself or my family. Its not fair.
My problem is, what do I do? I've tried calorie control, low carb, weight watchers, slimming world. I want to try Cambridge but its too expensive and I would prefer a more permanent, eating and cooking plan as I need to relearn it all.
My mum and sister and Nana do slimming world and are doing it well. I dont know if in should try it again. I never went to the meetings so I could try. But I'll be so nervous and I might bottle it as I would have to gona alone.
Hope I am OK to write such a long, moaning first post!
Cheryl
I am new here.
I have lots to loose. I always have had lots to loose but I always seem to block it out and end up eating a lot of crap.
I am so fed up. Fed up with the lack of control I have. Fed up with my life on the sofa. I have young children and I don't want them to grow up like I did.
I want to walk to school and not dread the hill. I don't want to feel like I can't be bothered to get up and do something.
I don't know why now, but I realised how much I hate myself and how much confidence and happiness I have lost because of it.
I have always, always been big so I guess I have grown up to be used to it.
Not anymore. I can't do this to myself or my family. Its not fair.
My problem is, what do I do? I've tried calorie control, low carb, weight watchers, slimming world. I want to try Cambridge but its too expensive and I would prefer a more permanent, eating and cooking plan as I need to relearn it all.
My mum and sister and Nana do slimming world and are doing it well. I dont know if in should try it again. I never went to the meetings so I could try. But I'll be so nervous and I might bottle it as I would have to gona alone.
Hope I am OK to write such a long, moaning first post!
Cheryl