NatashaGabrielle
Full Member
Ok so its no secret i have A LOT to lose and i am VERY over weight!! Ordered a swimming costume online (thanks mum) and it came today! My friend (whos also big) has started going swimming of a morning at the local pool 2mins from where i live and i planned to go with her. Now that its actually happening i am REALLY nervous about people seeing my FAT flabby legs and how stupid i will look in a swimming costume! I am so worried about someone i know seeing me and laughing or telling everyone how awful i look! What if there is hunky men there,... i will feel so embarrassed lol! I have txt my friend and asked to meet her in the morning but she aint txt me back :cry: i feel like a whale and thats JUST what im gonna look like in the water Do i brave it and just go and get fit lose weight and do something i love or should i just wait until i am slim? :4633: